No one can tell what goes on in between the person you were and the person you become. No one can chart that blue and lonely section of hell. There are no maps of the change. You just come out the other side.
Or you don’t.
“The warmth of his skin was familiar. Languid, I could drift for hours on the ocean of his flesh. Eyes gazed down at me, so kind and friendly. Like frosty windows on a cabin with a wood stove. These were the things I dreamed about. The things I was reminded of. The things I thought of at long stoplights while listening to S. Carey. This was what my being ached for…”
~Taylor Rhodes, Sixteenth Notes: The Breaking of the Rose-Colored Glasses
Image: “The Science of Missing You” Stasia B.
“Come close to me, come closer.
I promise you it will be beautiful.”
~Henry Miller Letters to Anais Nin
“For everything in this journey of life we are on, there is a right wing and a left wing: for the wing of love there is anger; for the wing of destiny there is fear; for the wing of pain there is healing; for the wing of hurt there is forgiveness; for the wing of pride there is humility; for the wing of giving there is taking; for the wing of tears there is joy; for the wing of rejection there is acceptance; for the wing of judgment there is grace; for the wing of honor there is shame; for the wing of letting go there is the wing of keeping. Read more
Find what you love and let it kill you.
Let it drain you of your all. Let it cling onto your back and weigh you down into eventual nothingness.
Let it kill you and let it devour your remains.
For all things will kill you, both slowly and fastly, but it’s much better to be killed by a lover.
~ Falsely yours”
Take me out to sea
Reminisce with me
Let’s Make love on the shore
with the thoughts that we share
Hold me up against a rock
Sweep the hair from my eyes
Lick the oceans tears
From my shoulder
you don’t have to stop there
Lean me up against a boulder
go where you dare
grind your body into me
hear me cry and whimper with pleasure and satisfaction
lets walk along with the sea
as it makes love to you and me
come let’s make more sweet memories just you and me
until we have the whole ocean covered
it might take a lifetime
and together just you and me
we will make it a lifetime to look forward to
Whisper sweet memories
as the ocean waves cover us with
as we enjoy a moment of Heavenly bliss
Lets walk through the sands
Lets run towards the shore line
Lets lay upon the same warm sand
Let’s feel every grain that we take for granted
Feel it grind upon our flesh
Something so grainy can become something so sensual
When two hearts focus
on what love does to change the course of
Something so small
The same feelings cause love to bloom
When one takes the time to examine
A life even that of a small grain of sand
Bring me to the ocean
Let me smell the salty sea
Come closer to me
Let me feel your skin speak to me
Let me hear the crispness of the breeze
as the echo of a sea gull comes rollin’ in
Take me into the ocean
Make love to me while we stand
Take me and cover me with every inch of your love while we can
my naked lady framed
in twilight is an accident
whose niceness betters easily the intent
painting wholly feels ashamed
before this music,and poetry cannot
go near because perfectly fearful.
meanwhile these speak her wonderful
But i(having in my arms caught
the picture)hurry it slowly
to my mouth,taste the accurate demure
laziness. Eat the price
of an imaginable gesture
exact warm unholy