I think she was afraid to love
sometimes. I think it scared her.
She was the type to like things that are
concrete, like the ocean. Something you
could point to and know what it was…And
I think that’s why she struggled with love.
She couldn’t touch it. She couldn’t hold on to it
and make sure it never changed.”
HP Lyrikz.com

She didn’t fear being  committed, she feared being abandoned. 


6 thoughts on “What it was

  1. I dont know whats up or down…..I started seeing a bunch of posts couple hours before ever hearing anything from ya…….maybe all the negative stuff said to me by other people was true…….maybe I am destined to be all alone in this world & never be worth loving by anyone……cloud 9 high & happy…….down to lower than dirt depressive

    Date: Sun, 20 Apr 2014 23:00:50 +0000 To: baby_blue_tarh33l@live.com


    1. I’m not sure I understand what you mean. What negative stuff? I hope you’re not saying from me. I try to stay away from negative…anything. Lol


      1. No ma’am, I did not mean from you. I was having to deal with an extremely stressful situation so I may have mistakenly wrote it in the wrong tense. I am sorry for my mess up.


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